Nostalgia can be annoying. Hard to let go. Forever chasing you down with emotional blackmail.

Those flickering fluorescent lights. Also annoying. Dilapidation. showing age. impending demise. lack of proper care to detail.

the missing platinum. virtually weightless, yet so much baggage. connection gone, anxiousness. need for validation, the absent mind in knowing.

Bitch.  A deserving word which hurts. Where do you go from here?


the point of all this?



where will I be in two years?


this time 2 years ago? I did not think I'd be here. I did not think I could be here. I did not think.I didn't even know you. strange.



Loosing In Front, Exactly. sometimes its easier to just say 42 and be done with it.


H.