this is real.

These feelings have come back, although I have had a fucking shit week, it seems like there's more to this story.

I feel lonely, almost constantly. and despite my pathetic excuses owing to pathetic reasons as to why I've not changed this in the past 3 years, I don't see how now is any different? In fact I don't even have the time to talk to friends these days, so I don't know why any part of me thinks this would work.


H.