Its not anyone's fault, the logical me knows that. This doesn't take away from the fact its made me really shitty presently, coincidentally after yet another 4-hour sleep day.

Its partly just bad luck, and mostly the moody state I'm in bringing this on, the logical me knows that. This doesn't take away from the fact that I am majorly fucking annoyed with the world.

I shouldn't judge these people so readily, the logical me knows that. This doesn't take away from the fact that people like you shouldn't be allowed into the members. What the fuck is the point in paying $1100 to still have to sit in front of you. We all know you were only allowed in on your guest pass because Australia feels sorry for you.

This is just life. This is fucking not fair. Nothing I ever do changes anything.