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 past nights spent sitting upon the thought-filled verge of nothing, yeilded some respite; i knew other people had these feelings too. 

But lately it seems, that things are fixed [on the most part] for the other people and here i am, with the same old feeling.

I can say it now, it comes when I'm tired. And I reckon I've been tired since last year. [not much of a claim that is it...] Oh what I wouldn't kill for a solid 8+ hours.

None-the less, these feelings are back here again, and they're plaguing me now, and despite my knowledge of knowing why they are here [that all important question], I don't seem to be able to fix this problem me.



H.