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'You have qualified for the VCE'

I know they say this is not supposed to decide the rest of my life... but yeah. disappointment is kind of overwhelming right about now. Its not as if I can say I gave my all... because you know that I didn't.

27 + 27 + 32 + 32 + 33 + 34 = 86.60


Do not tell me this isn't bad. Do not say it doesn't matter. This matters to me.

You know whats kinda annoying, it turns out that I didn't do that badly in Spesh and/or Japanese, raw studies of 27 for both, and yet English seems my downfall at just 34, despite average all year. :| So essentially I ended up with 6 out of 6 subjects in the thirties, which isn't so much of a problem, but if you look at the maths side of things, I could really have done one less subject, focused all that time on another, and gotten a better in result. But then, that assumes that I'm even capable of that.

You know whats even better? Remember Methods; that subject last year which I thought I did horribly in... well that came in at number 2 spot [right after the compulsory english] followed closely by chemistry, Japanese [YES I KNOW RIGHT... IN MY PRIMARY FOUR!?] with extras as Specialist and Cert 3. And now I hear you say; What about that economics? didn't even get a mention.

Well hello Ballarat.

H.


PS. you can start judging me now.