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Can you please just take this short moment, while reading this, to reflect on the ingenuity of RSS, and the wonders it brings.

Possibly the best thing since sliced bread. That cliché is so too overused.

H.

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You say you feel out of place. You say you feel self-conscious. You wonder if you'll be the only one.

Have you though, considered that, that person might just [also] be me.

Your fear is understandable, but try for one moment, to experience that, everyday.

I remember the time, when it was one in one hundred. Now, here at least, it seems the tables have been turned. So when you venture down that road, just think to yourself, returning provides the same hurdles for me.

H.

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This is how I spend most nights these days..





H.

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Looks like I didn't get the job at Myer. :|

So for now I'm stuck at Maccas... and to be honest; I'm not sure how much longer I can last. 8 hours today nearly killed me- and all for less than $80. Yeah that's right; I get paid $9.78 and hour.

Shoutout; If your employer wants a willing and able employee mention me yeah?

But for now; its just fingers crossed that someone pulls out at Chadstone Myer; OR they decide they need more people...

H.

Welcome to the reality: I'm your worst nightmare.

H.

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Seventeen. Eighteen. 


But a year difference; and yet, miles apart. Though even then; 18 to some means nothing. The realisation that I act 3 years older than I am set in sometime ago, and so I apologise. Mostly for forgetting you act your age, and I don't. 

H.

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Warning; malice intended.


Awkward? Was it? I hadn't noticed.



H.

Today's outlook: mostly sunny with a good chance of rain

The rain came down and flushed the scene. The water poured across the landscape, washing the grit and grime from every corner. And of course, the morning after the night before is left with the serene feeling of cleansing.

Those taking long walks along beaches at 6 in the morning all have the same troubled faces.

But then, the writing's already on the wall. And if you knew well enough reading the wall would be unnecessary.

Sometimes I hate myself.

The end.

Thats what your hoping for anyway.

This is where I had the explanation, but figured you wouldn't like what i'd have written.